What is it about life that makes us feel like we’re undeserving when bad things happen to us? We can never blame the person who has wronged us. On the outside we make it seem like we do, but internally…there’s so much going on that people don’t see. Maybe it’s just me. I just don’t think I deserve happiness anymore. I don’t like getting attached to people or things because everyone just leaves. They leave and then I’m stuck with all this pain that no one understands or cares about. Then I go even further into my frustrations and I just would like to understand why this is continually happening. I don’t know. I’m just having a shit day. That’s nothing new though is it? I don’t know like the title says ‘random thought’.