It always seems that I start out each year determined to blog everyday then I get really sad and stressed and just stop. So, this is what I’ll say for 2016: I make no promises. I will try to blog as often as possible and that’s the best I can do.
I always expect the world of myself and put too much pressure on myself and nothing gets done, and I start to really hate myself.I’m 22. At some point this needs to stop or I’ll never make any real progress. It’s not like I make writing easy for myself.
I always make it a point to be 100% when I write and that’s not easy. I’d rather strip than let people in and know what’s going on with me, but I feel like if I don’t open up I can’t truly help anyone and that’s all I’ve ever wanted to do with my writing. Spread love, happiness, and hopefully shed some light for someone in a dark place.
So, 2016 is going to be the year I won’t set any actual goals other than to do my best and not be a lazy piece of shit.
So far this year is not off to a great start, but there’s still time to turn things around. I mean it is only January after all. I am not my mistakes or the scars that I carry from my past. I am beautiful, strong, passionate, and a mess. All of these things make me human and sometimes humans screw up. There’s nothing wrong with that. I’m still learning to accept this fact, but I’d like to think that with every passing day I’m getting a little better at it. I’m still learning to love myself and grow, this journey is far from over.
So, buckle up and get ready for a world of adventure. I can promise you 2016 will be anything but boring!
Every breath is a second chance…