I am back. Sort of. Barely.
I honestly don’t even know what to say in this, but not being on here was making me feel crappier in a way. I’ve just been feeling empty as of late and I’m trying to pull myself out of it. I feel like I’m always pulling myself out of some personal pit. I don’t know why I can’t find solid ground and just stay there. Sure as hell would be nice.
I keep putting myself down which also isn’t helping and in the end makes things worse (in my opinion anyway). All of this means that I apparently need to try a new attempt at things. I’m not trying to be happy 24/7 because that’s not possible, but I want to try for a more positive attitude and to not let my bad attitudes and/or bad days drag me down so far.
I am determined to be better this year and make this year better. One day at a time and if it takes a while then so be it.
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow…