Hello there world.
Today was long and stressful, but thankfully it’s over. In all honesty it probably would have gone a lot better if I had gotten a better night’s sleep, but we take what we can get and deal with what we don’t.
Anyhow, besides all the minor flaws today held, I am quite proud of myself. I kept cool under pressure and kept a decent attitude (I’d like to positive but I did get a bit snappy). I’m used to breaking down under the pressure and screwing up. It’s always easier and sooner or later I get so stressed that I screw something up anyway, so I just jump to the part where I have an attitude problem and hate everyone.
It may not be a big deal to anyone except me, but that’s enough. I’m growing and I’m learning and I’m finally starting see it a little. I still have a LONG way to go, but it’s progress. Progress that at one time I didn’t think I’d make. So, however big and/or little I’ll take it and I’ll be happy about it.
Who knows? I may slowly starting to get a grip on life