May 31, 2016

Hey hello all. Yes, I am alive I’ve just been busy living and avoiding life all at once. Takes up a lot of free time.

So, I’ve decided to take a step back. I have a lot of personal things I need to work on before I’ll feel truly ready to live alone. I desperately want to, but I also don’t think rushing into something that I feel uneasy about is smart. That’s one of the quickest ways to fall on your face and fail.

While I support failing, learning from your mistakes, and trying again I don’t support it when it comes to renting an apartment, buying a car, or buying a house.

So, I’m gonna move back in with my parents for a while and try to help them while working on myself. It’s not going to be easy in the slightest and it’ll probably drive me up the wall most days, but it needs to happen. I have to start getting my shit together and I have to learn to be strong when times get extremely tough.

Like I said in my previous post. I am determined. Setbacks happen but at the end of the day they make us stronger. It’s gonna take some time, but it’s gonna work out. One way or another this mess will work out, and we’ll be okay. I’ll be okay.