I think that when it comes to too many changes happening at once it’s too much for me to handle. I try (I really do), but at the end of the day I’m just overwhelmed. It’s not fun and in reality it makes everything harder than it should be. I shut down and become even more a recluse. People think I don’t want to be social or that I’m rude when in reality it’s extremely hard for me so I just choose not to.
I’m not going to stress myself more than necessary and if that’s rude I’m sorry, but I have to take care of me. If I plan on making a future for myself and I want to be secure (or at least feel secure) I’ve got to be a little selfish. I’m not happy about the fact that I haven’t blogged in a while, but once again there’s a lot of change going on and I just shut down.
A new job, taking care of my grandmother, packing up the old house, trying to be social, and trying to exercise and what not. I don’t get a chance to breathe until 11-11:30 pm. I eat dinner, plan to blog, and fall asleep. Please just work with me. I’m not going to just stop. This is the most consistent I’ve been since I first started this blog and I’m proud of myself for that.
I guess this post is just an overall update on my life and an apology for taking so damn long. It’s just been a rough couple of weeks, but I have missed y’all. Also, I’m sorry this post isn’t the best, but lets face it: it’s not my worst. I’ll get used to this and along with that I will get better. I’ll probably only post on the weekends for a while. At least till things calm down. Talk to y’all soon.